:(

Fuck. I'm feeling damn bushed these days. I don't know what's on with the fatigue. I can't stay up in lectures, especially on 9-10 hour school days. :(

I swam yesterday and today, because it was SUNNY! Rainy weather is a no-no for swimming. But heck. My knees hurt from swimming. Not from 'muscle pain', but from deep within the joints. It's kinda like RA pain. :( And i thought swimming was therapeutic for RA-ers. It's not like i'm jogging or cycling right... *pfft*

I've been facing the 'big white bowl' everyday these days. And today, twice. I don't like it, but i can't help it because i lose control. *aargh*

I am my biggest enemy.