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I'm itching for ballet class... *aargh* I feel so unfit and so not fab after not dancing for 2 weeks plus. I might go down to SDT for class if i can even wake up and leave home by 11am. If not i'll just go for rehearsal in the evening, and push my lazy bones to dance after morning shift on tuesday.

Realised i'm going to die in obgyn this time, because my knowledge of these things is very shallow. I'm still better at medical. *sigh* Gotta dig out all my skill notes and nursing textbooks and read up.

I still don't know how i handle my Saturdays sometimes. I had a particularly bad one today. Fucking hell. I got scolded by some kay-poh parent today due to my way of handling a hysterical child(it's not even her own kid!). It's not even any of her fucking business! She so good, she come and teach my classs of 10 3 year old kids la! Some people ah... Incorrigible. (Ok that sounded very S'porean...) And you know i feel so underqualified and 'underaged' to be teaching my own classes, i can't even stand up for myself when she criticised me. I was already in such distress about neglecting the other girls because of this hysterical girl. I felt it wouldn't be right to refute because i don't know any better('because i've never been a mum'). But i spoke to Ping and the admin people, and it seems it'll be ok for me to stand up for myself afterall. Shan't spend energy on such lowly people. *pfft*