So many things to update about:
1. Genee competition ended yesterday. My favourite #7 won Gold! As well as #55! :))) The female bronze medallist was totally unexpected, and i was whining that at least #2 should get one. #7 also won the audience choice award. :) What a wonderful experience this has been. I feel so inspired!!!
2. We finally finished the performances today. We had a matinee and night show. Not too bad. A few glitches here and there- being blur about my teacher's students and putting them in the wrong wing, and doing an en dedan pirouette instead of en dehor during the finale. But our piece was fine. A little wobbly here and there. Fortunately, i didn't drop my leg or start on the wrong count(like yesterday during full-dress). I forgot to get something for my teacher! I feel so bad!!! Oh wells, i'll give it to her late.
3. Just tonight, after the show, i had a 'tiff' with dadmum. Over the same ol' topic. On how is it that they readily pay a few thousand for mum to see a chiropractor for her back pain, yet think and and hesitate so much when i needed biologic therapy(that was then) seeing that the stupid disease is slowly eroding and damaging my joints and affecting my quality of life. 'It's unlikely because you're so young' was THE statement that made me truly understand that (1) They don't care. (2) They think i'm lying. (3) I cannot count on them. Not now, not ever. Not in monetary terms, nor love and support. I'm so disappointed in them for being insensitive, uncaring, and apathetic, despite all that they have done for us. FUCK.
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i know how you feel...probably to a much lesser extent but oh well. Woe is us haha! I was just thinking today about how our parents take us for granted cos we're relatively good kids, but when we "act up" they jump at the chance to make us seem bad and unappreciative and give us the "you don't know better" shit. I've totally given up on trying to make my parents realise how important uni is to me so i'm saving up to pay for my own special semester (which is like $1-2K =x) and textbooks and other expensive uni things they don't get the importance of. Rather spend less/save more than hear them whine cos it only makes me feel worse
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