Tenacity

Dadmumbro are all in Hong Kong. They're visiting Macau as well. *hmph* So it's Sam and i left at home. *sigh* All the better though!

I've been good. But some joints are a little naughty. Not to mention i've been having several weird symptoms. Widespread tenderness on my thighs and torso, weird tummyaches, and now, flank pain. Flank pain that's either muscle ache or visceral. Don't know, don't care!

Had a good arabesque day today, but too bad it was only rehearsal and not ballet class!!!


You know how sometimes you feel like giving up on something? It's all too easy to give up- so easy, it's tempting. It's nice having not to worry and care about something. I find not giving up more like a burden to me- something that makes me miserable. It is wrong to try to remove such burdens? Or am i doing more wrong to give up just to have things easy? Such are woes when i seek instant gratification.... I think i give up too much in my short life, resigning it all to fate. I wish i'm more tenacious. I do try to, but with such weak tenacity like mine... *sigh* I'm going to try HARDER!