This is NOT a poem.

If only it was that easy to stop.

If only it was that easy to be tolerant and nice.

If only i could sleep forever.


I swear i'd snap one day.

I know i'll get into trouble one day.

I know my deepest darkest secret will see the light of day some day.


If only i could stop.

If only i could be apathetic.

If only i could disregard moral obligations.

If only.

If only...